I remember years ago when they children were smaller and I was COMPLETELY overwhelmed.
Like Jay would come home from working 8 hours and I would want HIM to cook dinner….I know. Don’t judge.
I had 4 kids under 6 at one point.
I was actually losing my mind….a little at a time. True story.
No….I actually LOST MY MIND a few times.
Pa-lease……….can you say???
I just didn’t really do it.
I felt UNSURE of HOW and just not into it.
As I look back…that seems selfish.
But…I was in a funk.
For a few years.
Again…Don’t judge…Raising babies is HARD AS SHIT.
and raising 4??? That is certifiable.
But…I guess just like anything else…
Circumstances change and things that weren’t important…
suddenly become important.
Things I didn’t THINK I could do in my life…
I am learning to figure out.
One foot in front of the other……
1 battle at a time.
Until one day….
I find myself standing over a homemade cheesecake with all the laundry done, and tomorrows meal in the crockpot.
I mean, raising kids is STILL hard as shit…
But, I think I might be getting the hang of it.
Check back tomorrow because…
you never know.
I mean…there are still 4 kids.