Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Less SUCKY….

words2I swear sometimes I look at my very blessed, privileged life and think…

WHAT THE HELL???

Sometimes being a parent/teacher/wife/friend is the

HARDEST

THING

I

HAVE

EVER

DONE….

EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Having kids and PARENTING sometimes can send me into a downward spiral.

You see…

I am not “NATURALLY” patient.

It is something that I DO NOT have a “gift” for..

I mean really…WHO DOES???

The way I see it……..

sometimes I am put to the test.

sometimes I  fail miserably at this parenting gig.

sometimes…I ROCK IT!!!

All I can do is HAVE FAITH and KNOW that

I

DO

NOT

WALK

ALONE.

It may FEEL like I am all alone when I am KNEE DEEP in 4 levels of Math or chores that seem ENDLESS.

But It is then that I am REMINDED that ….

life is a “gift”( sometimes we get things we NEED instead of what we WANT)…

and all I have to do is get LESS SUCKY at it..

everyday…try HARDER and trust that

I

WILL

GET

LESS

SUCKY

at

this..

with the help of GOD …

I am BOUND to get LESS SUCKY …right???

LOL

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You are wonderful, and a bright ligtht for all who know you! Be gentle and kind to yourself. YOU ROCK! Love you, your MIL!

Grandma said...

You will learn the older you get the more patient you get. I remember so clearly wanting nothing but perfection from you girls when you were very little. See if you and your sister were perfect than I was the perfect Mom.
NO SUCH THING..So when you have grandkids you throw that idea to the wind and just want the kids to have fun when we're together.