What YOU gonna do about it?

If you know Shashamane you KNOW that she LOVES Gwen Stefani.

She LOVES the song.."Now that you got it."

I love the song also...its SO quirky and cute.

LYRICS:
Now that you got it, what you gonna do about it?
Now that you got it, what you gonna do about it?
Now that you got it, what you gonna do about it?
What you gonna do about it? What you gonna do about it?

Now that I'm your baby the things you promised me now I want
Now that you got it, what you gonna do about it?
What you gonna do about it? What you gonna do about it?
All the stars I was reachin' for you had in the palm of your hand
& if for just once I would let the
padlock on the door be open
Well, dammit, just get on over here
This better be the best thing I ever felt
My days, they better be sunny
It better be nothing but all that I want

LOVE
LOVE
LOVE it!!!!!!!!

Well ....If you saw Shasha sing this song you would CRY laughing.
She is sooooo into it and can sing EVERY WORD.
SOOOO CUTE!

Today we were on our way to pick up the Ellison's for HS co-op when I noticed Shasha TOTALLY singing.

I turned it down and said, "Shasha you know this song is about her EXPECTING a boy to be everything he promised for her, right?"

She smiled and just shrugged.

I said, "When you get older boys will say and promise you all kinds of things to be your boyfriend or hold your hand...you know that right?"

She said..."Yes"

"That's why you have to make sure they are good boys, nice boys...right?"

"They have to be nice to her, right?" said Sheba.

I said, "Well...yall have big brothers" and smiled.

And faintly in the background I heard Malachi say, in a TOTALLY serious voice, "Yeah, we can SMASH em'".

And to THAT I had nothing to say.............OUTLOUD.

Inside in a quiet voice, very faintly, I said "Thats EXACTLY right Malachi, SMASH EM'!"

Gotta LOVE big brothers!!!!!

What a LIFE.....

4H FUN!!!!

I surprise myself OFTEN...these days.

I do things that I never thought I would do.

Yesterday-AFTER school,HSPE,and lunch...we drove out to the agricultural center to join 4H.

I always thought 4H was for kids who lived on farms and wanted to raise goats OR pigs.
(Not that our kids wouldn't LOVE that!!!LOL)

We drove out to the "Agg Center"(agricultural center) and meet with the 4H director for our county.

WHAT A BLESSING!!!!

We ALL walked in and were greeted soooooo nicely.

She took us into a room FILLED, top to bottom with Project books.

Dairy farming,
bicycles,
electricity,
food preparation,
astronomy,
bugs,
dog training,
rabbits,
and YES...GOATS!

WOW!!!! I was so overwhelmed when I walked in that I couldn't speak for a few minutes.

So MANY possibilities!
So MANY ????????????'s!

1.How does this work?
You sign up either for a club)where you meet 1x a month) OR you sign up to be independent(which WE did).You CAN sign up online also.

Do you only do 1 at a time?
Most kids only do 1 per year.Its sort of like a "subject" you would work on in school. I have a feeling that we will be VERY "4H busy" this year!!!

What are the requirements?
The ONLY requirement is that you must be 5 years old.

Sounds AWESOME, right?

I was amazed.

I stood in that little room surrounded by "project books", lesson outlines, and POSSIBILITIES...I felt like I had JUST stumbled upon a HIDDEN treasure.

You mean I could have REALLY learned to sew?
Or REALLY learned to cook?
Or even ...REALLY learned how to work on cars???

WOW!!!!!

We started looking...trying to figure out which "subject" ws right for "us".

I already KNEW what we came to get Shashamane.

She quickly grabbed "Fun with Clothes"...of course.

She had been WAITING to go get her book...SHE WAS SOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!

It is for girls 5-7...Cloverbuds is what they call THIS age group!

So cute...

"Fun with Clothes" is like beginning sewing.

She will learn about the parts of a sewing machine, stitches, fashion, color combinations, textures, and fabrics!!!

At 7 !!!!!!!

What a WONDERFUL LIFE-SKILL!

They even have a fashion show in December where you wear what you make.

You cant even IMAGINE how fast Shasha was talking last night.

She was ECSTATIC...ALREADY making sketches of her dress.


Zeek was also excited...He picked out a "project book: on electricity.


Hell be making currents, and building motors!!!

Unfortunately(hehe)...Jay will have to be the teacher on this one!!!

"I want to be an inventor!" ...is ALWAYS his answer when asked what he would like to be when he grows up!!!

Sooo. THIS should interest him!

I left there daydreaming of the possibilities.

I could see Shasha as the YOUNGEST fashion designer to ever "make it".LOL

AND ..I could see Zeek inventing something that will SURELY save the world!

Sweet , Sweet Boy...........

On the first day of school this year, one of the things I had the kids do was fill out a "All about Me" page.

Favorite color?
Favorite song?
Favorite Movie?

Just get to know you exercise ....

The last question on the page was this:
If you were an animal- What would it be and what CHARACTERISTICS do you have like THAT animal?

Shasha said..."What is a CHARACTERISTIC?"

Zeek said(without skipping a beat)..."Shasha-like...Your a butterfly-beautiful and gentle."

I almost fainted!!!!!

What a sweet boy, with an AMAZING heart!!!!!!!

"Fabulous Book Friday" is BACK!!!!!!

I know its been a while...I know.

To be honest ...I have been CRAZY busy!

I read this book BEFORE I saw the movie and LOVED it!!!!!

A great, "get lost in the book" read....

There are very few books that Jay will read...(At least I know Zeek comes by it NATURALLY!)

THIS book is one the books that he would LISTEN to.

Funny ...I know.

But...Believe it or not...I read ALMOST the entire book "Roots" to him!

He LOVED it!!!!

Enjoy!!!!!

Schoolroom pics...........

Life Struggles........

"Education develops the intellect; and the intellect distinguishes man from other creatures. It is education that enables man to harness nature and utilize her resources for the well-being and improvement of his life" Haile Selassie I

Sometimes I look around my life and think, "HOW did I get here?"

Its mindboggling to me to think about the GRACE of GOD.

How much GRACE and FORGIVENESS he has shown me.

From THAT to THIS.

From THERE to HERE.

As I sit in my new schoolroom with everything organized and in its place I am HUMBLED.

I am HONORED to be HERE.

I am BLESSED to be stressed oveer lesson plans.

THIS is a GIFT!

Maybe God gave me the DRIVE to take this JOURNEY because I needed it.

Maybe the children would THRIVE in any school.

I dont know.

I LIKE to think it is ME.

I like to think that God gave me these children KNOWING that they needed ME.

But........

The older I get and the longer I am EMMERSED in THIS- I think I was WRONG.

It was ME who needed THIS.

Maybe, just Maybe....I NEEDED to teach them.

Maybe I needed to HAVE to be organized, structured, and on time.

Maybe..THIS was the plan- ALL ALONG.

Funny...the things you THINK you would do differently if you had the chance.

Funny...The things you MIGHT change.

As I sit here in the ORGANIZED, CLEAN, STRUCTURED schoolroom....It hits me.

This is where I was headed all along.

This is where the journey has brought me.

This is MY CHANCE to make a difference in the world.

THIS is my Do-OVER...

This one is a daily struggle....

An "earthly" struggle...

Not the "get lots of attention" struggle.

Not the "immediate gratification" struggle.

Not even the "always appreciated" struggle.

But, In the end....

I am SURE that it is the "SO WORTH IT" struggle.

Birthday Girl!

Sheba, Sheba....oh so sweet.
Shes the "baby" of the family-which cant be beat.

She loves polka dots, FOOD and gymnastics too.
5,6,7,8....She knows JUST what to do.

Shes SUPER-DUPER smart and sassy for sure.
Her smile brightens ANY room...and her CUTENESS could be a cure.

Were so blessed to have this special royal baby.
Shes the latest piece to the puzzle- A precious gift God gave me.

She's turning 4...Its her special day!
Happy Birthday Sheba- Your on you way!


Love-Your Family

"Somewhere" in between.......

I am not an AVID Oprah watcher...BUT-I do like SOME of the topics she has on and today I hit the JACKPOT!
I caught about the last 1/2 of it.
It was all about Women's Beauty from around the world.
I turned it on when they were talking about Mauritania.
I know...NEVER heard of it right?
LOL
Me neither.
FIGURES.....
Anyway...Mauritania.
It is a place in Africa, on the west coast where:
(according to Oprah and Wikipedia! LOL)
The cultural idea of beauty encourages consumption of high fat foods such as camel's milk, to ensure that young women attain sufficient size. Overweight individuals would be considered attractive in this culture. Stretch marks are also considered attractive, as are large ankles and bottoms. Obesity is so revered among Mauritania's population that the young girls are sometimes force-fed to obtain a weight the government has described as "life-threatening". Force-feeding has now been officially outlawed but still takes place in some areas of the country.

REALLY?
Oprah was Hilarious talking to this woman...
But for me it REALLY made me think.
I TRY not to be consumed about my weight.
If all day long I am THINKING about my weight or how I look...there is a problem.
That is the EXACT definition of a "false idol"..Right?
But...and it is a HUGE BUTT(no pun intended!)
Its hard NOT to be SOMEWHAT consumed.
In our society we are BOMBARDED with images, magazines, models, more images THEN- to top it off SKINNY JEANS.
LOL...
From the time we are little girls we are ENSLAVED by a "THOUGHT".
A "THOUGHT".
I know...I had to sit and think about it for a moment also.
A "THOUGHT".
We ate TAUGHT to "think" that SKINNY is beautiful and "curvy" is fat.
CRAZY......
Sometimes "skinny" IS beautiful.
But "curvy" is NEVER fat!
TRUTHFULLY....I want to be thin.
I want to be able to put on ANYTHING in my closet and GO.
But REALLY-I want to be fit and healthy...but I am NO LONGER willing to "sell my soul" to get it.
ALL I am willing to do is eat healthy and exercise.
YET- on the other side of the globe there is a place where an entire society is "enslaved" by a "thought" also.
They are the EXACT opposite of THIS society.
Being FORCE-FED and ONLY thinking about putting ON weight also falls into the "worshiping a false idol" category.
It really made me realize that "beauty" is a false idol.
Vanity comes in MANY ways.
It sneaks in where you least expect it.
We chase "thinness" while they chase "fatness".
It makes me think of Proverbs 31.



Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.

31 Give her the reward she has earned,
and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

Tonight I am MORE aware of MY INWARD "struggle".
Tonight I will DREAM of "SOMEWHERE" in my mind.
"Somewhere" half way between Mauritania and America.
"Somewhere" in my mind...

God is LAUGHING.......at us.

Sometimes in my life...a movie REALLY touches me.
Last night I watched "The Business of Being Born".
AMAZING!
Its a beautiful, lovely documentary.
Ricki Lake(yes, the talk show host) produced a movie that was ALL about Midwifery and birth.
AND homebirth.......
Yes...homebirth.
Its a scary word.."homebirth".
Let it sink in...Homebirth.
I know...scary.
That's what we are programed to think.
Because...BIRTH has become a BUSINESS.
Why a homebirth?
Here's why......

In most cultures throughout history, women have given birth at home. The majority of women worldwide continue to birth their babies in non-hospital settings today. In many cultures birth is viewed as an integral part of family life. The advent of obstetrics in this century had a tremendous effect on childbirth customs in the United States. The birthing process became segregated from mainstream family life. Many were led to believe that the only safe birth was a hospital birth. Though doctors and hospitals took credit for statistics that indicated that birth was more successful than in previous centuries, in reality better nutrition, hygiene and disease control improved outcomes. Even today US statistics don't support the premise that the only safe birth is a hospital birth. The US ranks 28th among industrialized nations for healthy births, at 7.0 infant deaths per 1000 births. (These data are based on 2002 statistics from the Maternal and Child Health Bureau: US Department of Health and Human Services.) Hospitals have never been proven a safe place to have a baby.

By the 1950s, most births in the US were taking place in hospitals. Cesareans, epidurals and heavy doses of pain medication became the norm. Women were denied feeling and experiencing birth through their bodies, and the drugs were having adverse effects on mothers and babies.

In the 1960s and '70s, women began to question and challenge the way obstetricians were treating them—as though childbirth were a sickness. Women began to reclaim their power, and the homebirth movement was born.

The 1990s became a time of maternity awareness. People were concerned with making all of pregnancy and birth a family experience. Today, a carefully monitored homebirth has been proven to be very safe and successful for women who have been helped to stay low-risk through nutrition and good prenatal care.

Ok, Ok.....Homebirth is NOT for everyone.
There are ALWAYS some cases where a homebirth is NOT POSSIBLE.
I am not an idiot...just a realist.

This film is SHATTERING the ILLUSION of what we are all fed as a society.
I have had BOTH kinds of birth and can tell you that I would NEVER do it any other way AGAIN.
Homebirth changed the way I view childbirth.
Life is a blessing....
Most of the time-Interference is UNNECESSARY.

A Calling.......

WOW!!!!
I feel like Ive been in a cave for weeks.
Lesson planning for 3 kids is CRAZY!!!
It funny...When we started to homeschool I was pretty LACKADAISICAL about it!
I kinda felt like it was something that would just HAPPEN.
Like seasons changing, or time passing.
Boy was I wrong.
It is so NOT like that.
As I have become more "experienced" in homeschooling- I realize that to me it IS a job.
A job that I do for THEM, because I feel CALLED to do it.
I can't even tell you how many times I hear, "I don't know HOW you do it. I COULDN'T".
It always reassures me that I AM called to homeschool.
I have TRULY NEVER felt that way.
I understand it.
I can EMPATHISE.
Sometimes I have days when I DON'T feel like doing it.
SOME days ...I don't.
I take "mental health" days....sometimes.
But there has never been a moment when I felt it was too much.
Don't get me wrong...Its ALOT!
But not too much.
I feel like God has called me to do THIS job.
I feel like he smiles on me when one of the children KNOWS something because I TAUGHT them.
I know that it is a HEAVY burden- to be responsible for the TOTAL OUTCOME of our children's education.
It could be SCARY...
But I feel called to the challenge.

2 Peter 1:3-7
3His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. 4Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires.
5For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; 6and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; 7and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love.